Friday, 19 September 2014
I have always said and have always know that my sons ex wife and her mother and her sister where not to be trusted. Now it has come to pass, they have made my son to be the bad guy when it is them who have used and abused their way where ever they go. I am between 2 choices, do I tell DCP everything I know about them which isn't that good. Or do I sit on my hands. One of them is a J W. Yeah you have to watch your back with them too. They oooooo hang on just got a cool idea. Get back to you.
How I got to here.
wow what a life I have had, so knowing that others have had far worse a life but I will attempt to brush the surface.
1964 was the year that my family arrived in Australia. In July. some time just before or just after my birthday which is the 18th. I was 3 that year. Because my mother forgot the papers that said that we where all up to date with our needles some woman decided that we had to be done again and we spent hours at the Sydney airport with us 2 little ones in nappies. I knew what the toilet was by then. To this day I still am unsure if the extra junk from the extra needles had done something to us. We three young ones didn't have a very healthy time of it the first few years here. Anyway we where then sent to the immigration camp in NSW, not Skyville the other one where they are having huge troubles now. It was quite a while before we left and moved into a house that was just built. 10 kids, 3 bedrooms outside toilet, 2 adults and a huge back yard.
Much happened while we where there, not much of it was great or nice. Some of it was totally agreeable and totally laughable today.
7 years at that house, then QLD, a few stories to make the mouth drop there.There we lived in Nambour. After about 2 years we moved again, moved into a place in the inner suburbs of Brisbane. Then we moved to Pannawonica, wow man that was wow. Then back to Qld to a area called Darra. Just as I was getting settled and actually happy we moved to WA, Newman. Hated it from the start, ran away from it, made to go back. The year I turn 16 my parents took me to my sisters in Cairns. I stayed at Jeane's 1st but she didn't like be there so I moved to Joyce's. By the time I was 17 I had moved into my own flat in Cairns. By the end of that year I had moved to my brother Rudy's house in Redbank near Brisbane. Met God. It was a whirlwind that took me so far away from what I was at that time. Which I have to say wasn't something I had a handle on then.
After a while Rudy wanted to go to a church he had heard about that met under a house in Camira. Brethren based group. Man alive what a cruel but informative 10 years was spent in their company. By the end of those years I had ended up at a Assemblies of God church in Mt Gravatt. Then things went out of control and I had to leave and moved 2 kids and all I could carry on the train I moved to my sister's place in Beckenham, then to my own house in Lynwood. the Victoria Park then Goomalling and now here. Oh also spent some time in the Bunbury region.
Many ups and downs and lots of crazy shit going down left right and centre. There are so many stories about my time here on this earth and many good lesson's among the sad lessons. Turning away from God only to just hang on by the most slimmest of threads.
The eye's have seen such lows that it floored me for years, these same eye's have seen such highs that have lighten the load and made the mind understand that God was/is and will forever be the only answer.
Sure things have always been hard going and so many issues that have either been ignored or pushed aside for other people. Now at last I too have come to place where I must be still. Rest and fix the body issues, love, give, pray and be the one who God had always meant me to be. Ha now that a statement worth saying.
1964 was the year that my family arrived in Australia. In July. some time just before or just after my birthday which is the 18th. I was 3 that year. Because my mother forgot the papers that said that we where all up to date with our needles some woman decided that we had to be done again and we spent hours at the Sydney airport with us 2 little ones in nappies. I knew what the toilet was by then. To this day I still am unsure if the extra junk from the extra needles had done something to us. We three young ones didn't have a very healthy time of it the first few years here. Anyway we where then sent to the immigration camp in NSW, not Skyville the other one where they are having huge troubles now. It was quite a while before we left and moved into a house that was just built. 10 kids, 3 bedrooms outside toilet, 2 adults and a huge back yard.
Much happened while we where there, not much of it was great or nice. Some of it was totally agreeable and totally laughable today.
7 years at that house, then QLD, a few stories to make the mouth drop there.There we lived in Nambour. After about 2 years we moved again, moved into a place in the inner suburbs of Brisbane. Then we moved to Pannawonica, wow man that was wow. Then back to Qld to a area called Darra. Just as I was getting settled and actually happy we moved to WA, Newman. Hated it from the start, ran away from it, made to go back. The year I turn 16 my parents took me to my sisters in Cairns. I stayed at Jeane's 1st but she didn't like be there so I moved to Joyce's. By the time I was 17 I had moved into my own flat in Cairns. By the end of that year I had moved to my brother Rudy's house in Redbank near Brisbane. Met God. It was a whirlwind that took me so far away from what I was at that time. Which I have to say wasn't something I had a handle on then.
After a while Rudy wanted to go to a church he had heard about that met under a house in Camira. Brethren based group. Man alive what a cruel but informative 10 years was spent in their company. By the end of those years I had ended up at a Assemblies of God church in Mt Gravatt. Then things went out of control and I had to leave and moved 2 kids and all I could carry on the train I moved to my sister's place in Beckenham, then to my own house in Lynwood. the Victoria Park then Goomalling and now here. Oh also spent some time in the Bunbury region.
Many ups and downs and lots of crazy shit going down left right and centre. There are so many stories about my time here on this earth and many good lesson's among the sad lessons. Turning away from God only to just hang on by the most slimmest of threads.
The eye's have seen such lows that it floored me for years, these same eye's have seen such highs that have lighten the load and made the mind understand that God was/is and will forever be the only answer.
Sure things have always been hard going and so many issues that have either been ignored or pushed aside for other people. Now at last I too have come to place where I must be still. Rest and fix the body issues, love, give, pray and be the one who God had always meant me to be. Ha now that a statement worth saying.
Monday, 8 September 2014
What an amazing year it has been so far. we have so many earth issues going on. Not since the world began has there been so many volcano's spluttering into action, tectonic plates movements, flooding in places that hasn't seen one since the middle ages. Full on wind events that have totally wiped out small towns and entering noted cities with destruction. It's like the northern hemisphere has totally lost grip and is rapidly making it's own way to a new landscape.
We've have also seen the rise of a extreme Muslim group called the Islamic state. Brutally insane people who kill children, women, men and their animals too I had read on one report. Cutting off peoples heads then parading around with the heads and allowing their own children to be pictured with them. I am sure that the picture that have surfaced on Youtube are not the only ones. Still it is crazy to believe that Islam is a peaceful thing when they too fight among themselves as well as the rest of the world. I have not seen anyone stand and get all in your face about jokes and less than nice remarks about Jesus Christ. This is cause we know he hears and will deal with any who makes such remarks in his time. Yes I have seen people stand up and say that people ought not say stupid things about Him but we do not react violently. No point. Russia is going nuts, again. the middle eastern countries also are becoming a great concern but in the bible it does say that this will happen. I believe that the bible is right and the end days are now here. Too many events that had been written down once upon a time are now going down in fast succession.
It is written in the bible that we have to keep an eye on the sky's, well there has been good reason to do so of late. Many unforeseen asteroids have been noted with less that a week before it passes earth with one recently to comets coming in close. Who needs wars when we have a fair amount of danger coming from places above our heads.
Even our own people are going down like flys in a furnace. Every 4 seconds someone ends their life. The anger in the wider community has skyrocketed. Father against son, mother verses daughter, brothers verse sister etc etc etc. That too is in the bible. The young are seeing things that they ought not to be shown. Morals are not being adhered to at all. Promises are not kept, abuse at all levels are at an all time high. It's heartbreaking.
I have been through and seen too much from a very young age. Had abuse thrown at me from my siblings and parents, even strangers, friends of the family and my own husband. For the last 20 years I have been trying to keep my distance from those things and as of today have got it right to a degree. I'm back with the one true constant in my life which has been God. Now with his help I have come to understand that I need to be who I am to be there for those whom God wants me to go to.
It hasn't stopped though, the learning but it's much more accepted by my heart to remain open to the call, when it comes to help those who need me.
Apart from that all ok.
We've have also seen the rise of a extreme Muslim group called the Islamic state. Brutally insane people who kill children, women, men and their animals too I had read on one report. Cutting off peoples heads then parading around with the heads and allowing their own children to be pictured with them. I am sure that the picture that have surfaced on Youtube are not the only ones. Still it is crazy to believe that Islam is a peaceful thing when they too fight among themselves as well as the rest of the world. I have not seen anyone stand and get all in your face about jokes and less than nice remarks about Jesus Christ. This is cause we know he hears and will deal with any who makes such remarks in his time. Yes I have seen people stand up and say that people ought not say stupid things about Him but we do not react violently. No point. Russia is going nuts, again. the middle eastern countries also are becoming a great concern but in the bible it does say that this will happen. I believe that the bible is right and the end days are now here. Too many events that had been written down once upon a time are now going down in fast succession.
It is written in the bible that we have to keep an eye on the sky's, well there has been good reason to do so of late. Many unforeseen asteroids have been noted with less that a week before it passes earth with one recently to comets coming in close. Who needs wars when we have a fair amount of danger coming from places above our heads.
Even our own people are going down like flys in a furnace. Every 4 seconds someone ends their life. The anger in the wider community has skyrocketed. Father against son, mother verses daughter, brothers verse sister etc etc etc. That too is in the bible. The young are seeing things that they ought not to be shown. Morals are not being adhered to at all. Promises are not kept, abuse at all levels are at an all time high. It's heartbreaking.
I have been through and seen too much from a very young age. Had abuse thrown at me from my siblings and parents, even strangers, friends of the family and my own husband. For the last 20 years I have been trying to keep my distance from those things and as of today have got it right to a degree. I'm back with the one true constant in my life which has been God. Now with his help I have come to understand that I need to be who I am to be there for those whom God wants me to go to.
It hasn't stopped though, the learning but it's much more accepted by my heart to remain open to the call, when it comes to help those who need me.
Apart from that all ok.
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